Hey darling! Yes, you! Stop scrolling. I want to say I love you. You're my follower, and I love you! I don't know why you follow me, I might not even know your name, but I do know one thing. You're beautiful and I love you. I will always be here for you, remember that. Now smile. You may now get back to your scrolling.
There’s this girl in my art class and I won’t name who she is because people who follow me are friends with her. Anyway, she was talking about how she has an OCD friend that struggles with positives and negatives. Like, if someone touches her left arm, someone has to touch her right arm, or…
Another OCD obsession: Thinking that I’m being really annoying when I talk to anyone. I get paranoid about talking to anyone too much, in case they find me overwhelming, or sick of talking to me. I always try to hold back a little bit. I wish it didn’t impact me so much because I’m shy enough already.
You know what really sucks? Trying your best at everything you do and just failing. Knowing that you disappoint the people you care about the most is one of the worst feelings in the world, what's worse is you would do anything to take it back but you can't. Just feeling like you mess up everything, every relationship, every friendship, you just screw it up and end up losing the people who are the most important to you. I'm just a fuck up.